Maybe thats why you didnt love me--
Because i was backlight and you could only make out my silouette in the sadness
You couldnt see how hopeful i was
You couldnt see how happy i couldve been
You just saw my shadows and you decided to back away
I loved you like i loved the summer
With the smell of sun on my breathe and in every waking moment the earth was burning up
Burning up and consuming every witch that walked the earth and every boy thats ever touched me
We were every break up song and every make up song and every synapse on my brain fired at the same time
The same 21 gun salute that i think you deserve
For killing that arab in the sun and for killing the idea before it even left my mouth--
The waters were so blue and your lips were that hue
When you heard that your town was on the edge of winter
The threat of summer too powerful but the idea of hell freezing over too true
This is the reality of our storms
This is the reality of the unteachable sitting in a classroom waiting for the night
To give away to fresh chalkboard dust because there is an infinite amount of ways
I could die for you but you couldnt even come up with one until i demonstrated two for you
credits
from Aporia,
released June 16, 2017
Samples "Oedipus" by Wren Lloyd as well as "Ruin Trajectory" by Discordance Axis
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